Dear Abba,
This week has been a bit more difficult than I`m used to, I`ve cried more tears than I`m used to, and my heart has broken into more pieces than I`m used to. I`ve felt more alone and unsure about everything and sincerely, I`m tired.
But in the midst of all these storms, I`m holding unto your word Abba.
“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; Do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
I acknowledge that this week might just be a series of new events, a series of changes that are challenging my beliefs, patterns, and behavior, which is why it is seemingly hard. So, I am choosing to embrace the pain, the discomfort, and the seeming uncertainty resting in the fact that you are here, right beside me.
That you never leave me all by myself, that you are represented by the lady who smiles at me, by the lecturer who commends my work, by the song lyrics that speak to my situation and help me navigate my feelings.
Thank you Abba because you have never lied, you have never been absent, thank you because I can trust you. Thank you because things are looking better already because I know you have a plan!
Thank you abba,
Love,
Your friend!